Know Meeeeeeee

Do you think the sound of rain is soothing? sometimes


Have you ever eavesdropped on someones conversation? who hasnt?

Do you still play the slugbug no slugbug back game? hardly

Has anyone ever told you to grow up? not recently

Have you ever had a staring contest with a pet? why yes i have

When you were little did you measure yourself alot to see how much you grew? i dont think so...sometimes

Do you always win or lose at the silence game? depends who im playing with. mostly win

Have you ever tried to read in the dark? yes

Have you ever felt guilty when someone close to you died? sometimes

Don't you hate it when u start to feel hungry just after u brushed ur teeth? yes i do

Have you ever ate a bug? on accident yes

Have you ever got a piece of glass stuck in your foot? im sure i have

Do you think apple jacks is a good cereal? not my favorite

Do you make excuses alot or know someone that does? both...i try my best not to though

Do you think pit bulls are as mean as everyone says they are? dunno...never really been around one

Have you ever done something that gave someone the wrong impression? plenty of times

Has someone ever gave you something then took it back? yeppers

Have you ever had a wardrobe malfunction? yah

At this age you are now, have you colored in a coloring book & had fun? i did a couple weeks ago lol

Have you ever had a bubble bath? yes

When eating, are you more concerned with the taste or healthiness? both

Have you ever shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look clean? yah

Do your fingers ever get tired from typing? typing no, texting yes

Have you ever tried picking up an item with your foot? yah

What's your opinion on sporks? oh my goodness i forgot about sporks! lol

Have you ever picked a wedgie in front of someone? yep

If you had nowhere else to go, which friend of yours would let u stay over? zach :) my love

Do you know anyone who has been a victim of a drunk driver? dont think so =/

Don't you hate it when people try to act like they know it all? yes!

Are you nosy? sometimes but i always feel bad lol

Is there someone that makes your life hell? yes

Have you ever been ditched by your friends? yep

If someone could see into your heart, what do you think they would see? oh man...i dont even know...

Has someone ever sneaked up on you & scared the shit out of you? yes!

How long does it take you to brush your teeth? not long enough

Do you listen to your little devil or angel more often? not sure...i hear my little devil but listen to my angel

Have you ever went to bed angry at someone? yes :(

Who do you call when you forget what your homework assignment is? well...no one now lol

Do you interrupt people while they're speaking? try not to but if someone does it to me i wont be afraid to return the favor!

Have you ever stepped on a crack & was scared it would break ur mama's back? no sir

Are you a rulebreaker? sometimes

Have you ever cut in line? yep

Does it annoy you when people excessively clear their throat? yes

What would you do if you became an overnight celebrity? not sure

What was the last thing to blow your mind? seeing 2 people i love get into a fight...details to be purposely spared

Have you ever got caught up in a web of lies? yep

Do you know someone who can't keep a secret? yes

When you played follow the leader,were u usually the follower or the leader? follower

Does it annoy you when people copy you? idk...i guess i never notice when they do unless its on purpose

Do you think good things come to those who wait? sometimes

Have you ever made a pinky promise? Have you ever broke a pinky promise? yes, and yes

Have you ever played pin the tail on the donkey? of course

Have you ever hit a pinata? yep

Do you have good aim? um...hitting a pinata? lol idk...anything? no

Have you ever walked into a room & all eyes were on you? yep

What would you do if someone forbid you to see the 1 you love? go see them anyway

Do you believe everyone has a twin out there somewhere? yes!

Do you listen to your gut feelings/intuition? sometimes

Have you ever felt replaced? yes :(

Do you show your true colors? i have too many

Have you ever asked cha cha a question? what?

What would you do if your best friend was marrying someone you can't stand? im sure they would already know but idk

what would you do if your car got impounded? i dunno

Do you lose your patience easily? yes :(

Do you think putting paper in a shredder is fun? yes :)

Are there any weird or creepy legends about the area you live in? uh not that i know of lol

What would you do if a skunk sprayed you? probably throw up

Would you drink a gallon of sour milk for $250? no...i cant even drink a gallon of regular milk...atleast not at once lol

Has someone ever thrown something at you & it landed down your shirt? yesss

What makes you feel sensational? being loved or happy...idk

What toys did you play with in the bathtub as a kid? shaving cream!

Do you like jumping off diving boards? never have never will lol

Do you follow ingredients when you cook or do u do what you think is right? ingredients

Do you space out a lot? yes

Do energy drinks make you feel jittery? depends

Do you have anything you want to confess to? no

Have you ever been to summer camp? nope

Do you wear name brands? sometimes

Have you ever had a love/hate relationship? yes

Do you ever feel overwhelmed with problems? yes :( :( :(

Do you wear skin tight or loose fitted clothes? both

Do you ever just listen to music & ignore the whole world around you? all the time

Are you good at bingo? no!

Have you ever taken an adventure in a corn field? yes

Do you believe anything is possible if you set your mind to it? i suppose

Have you ever watched a cats behavior while on cat nip? yes :)

Have you ever ate so much that you felt like u gained 10 pounds right then? yep

Have you ever sat back and watched someone change right before your eyes? yah

Have you ever tasted the rain? yes :)

Have you ever ate yellow snow?  no gross

Have you ever snuck into the adults section at a video store? yes...kali made me...

Have you ever had frost bite? yep

Do you start or settle arguments? both :(

Are you capable of moving on or do you dread on things for awhile? um...the second choice

Thinking...

I've been doin some more thinking (surprise...) and while I haven't fully realized it yet, I'm coming to terms with the fact that I'm only 18 years old. I know people who are 23, 24 and probably older who have yet to figure out they're life. I'm just in one big rush to figure it out when I have yearssss ahead of me...I guess the main thing is I feel like I'm stuck and still need a big change, but I suppose when it's meant to be it'll happen right?

Oh Boy Oh Boy Oh Boy

What a day it's been...woke up an hour before I had to be at work, felt like crap! Getting sick :( Worked all day, came home n took a shower. Exciting huh? I just want to get away. I know I've been telling so many people that for so long now and have yet to do anything about it but I think the longer I wait the more I want out for a few days...maybe I'll just runaway for a few days ;) The people here don't do anything but drive me insane! I swear...no other state or city has people more RUDE and STUCK UP as we do around here...even some of the 65 year old people I work with are that way. Most of the people I try to talk to couldn't taking a freaking joke if it slapped them in the face...I like being sarcastic but seems like people around here don't know what that means...anyway that's all for now...
~Kelsey

Hmmm...

So I'm not going to lie...I had like 23948273987 things to write about today but i think they flew out the window when I opened it :( but I didn't want to not write anything today. So I'll probably just write on n on n on n on about random crap that will bore you to death but I hope you don't die but I swear it will be really boring so get ready...teehee ok that was mean :P
I was rummaging through the random videos people post on youtube and came across this guy (I already knew about him but hadn't watched his vids for a while) so I decided to look into it more...he is AMAZING! Go to youtube and look up Mysteryguitarman...all he does is edit and edit and edit and creates nifty videos. I just spent the past...probably 2 hours or so...watching his videos.
I'm really sad...today was my last day of my 3 days in a row off from work...now I get to work 4 days in a row, one measly day off and then 3 more...yeehaw?
I heard the most amazing song on the radio this afternoon...New Morning by Alpha Rev. Never heard of em before but decided to give the song a listen and fell in love!

I'd elaborate more but I spose I should get going to finish off my day.
Peace!
~Kelsey

Here We Go

Well here's my first blog so don't count on it being too exciting ;) I'll just stick to the basics for now...I pretty much created this to say the things I wouldn't and sometimes couldn't say to someones face. Things I try to say but most of the time regretting it because the person doesn't care about my ramblings.
I tend to get stressed out over everything, and worry about everything. Lately I've been giving myself unnecessary headaches because I've been thinking waaaaaaaaaaay too much...pretty much about life and love and a new job.
Life-where am I going? I would prefer NOT to be stuck at the same place I've been, coming up on 3 years now. There are days I feel embarrassed to work there and I want a big girl job. I also need to get back into school but have absolutely no idea what I want to do. Everything I've tried has just become boring to me.
Love-just got out of a relationship with my 'first love' and we're still friends. I won't go into too many details right now but here's the short version..........we both knew we needed to break up n he was the first one to say anything. I was heartbroken and wanted to stay with him...but after a few days of venting to people over facebook chat and sitting with my bottle of vitamin water, I started thinking and I moved on. I'm not over him and we're still friends, but once he saw the changes I had made in just that short month or so of being apart he realized he wanted to be with me again (after I changed my mind of course...) so now that's another thing that overtakes my mind from time to time, day after day.
Job-pretty much already talked about that...I used to enjoy working there somewhat but lately it seems like that place just flat out sucks...the most fun i have there is when I clock out n walk out the doors. Seems like I get in trouble for everything no matter what, and honestly? I'm sick of most of the people there...I've been trying to find a new job but nothing really appeals to me in the slightest.

So now that I've told you half of my life story I feel about this much better ---> |----------|...better than nothing though right?
Anyhoo...that's all for now
~Kelsey