Here We Go

Well here's my first blog so don't count on it being too exciting ;) I'll just stick to the basics for now...I pretty much created this to say the things I wouldn't and sometimes couldn't say to someones face. Things I try to say but most of the time regretting it because the person doesn't care about my ramblings.
I tend to get stressed out over everything, and worry about everything. Lately I've been giving myself unnecessary headaches because I've been thinking waaaaaaaaaaay too much...pretty much about life and love and a new job.
Life-where am I going? I would prefer NOT to be stuck at the same place I've been, coming up on 3 years now. There are days I feel embarrassed to work there and I want a big girl job. I also need to get back into school but have absolutely no idea what I want to do. Everything I've tried has just become boring to me.
Love-just got out of a relationship with my 'first love' and we're still friends. I won't go into too many details right now but here's the short version..........we both knew we needed to break up n he was the first one to say anything. I was heartbroken and wanted to stay with him...but after a few days of venting to people over facebook chat and sitting with my bottle of vitamin water, I started thinking and I moved on. I'm not over him and we're still friends, but once he saw the changes I had made in just that short month or so of being apart he realized he wanted to be with me again (after I changed my mind of course...) so now that's another thing that overtakes my mind from time to time, day after day.
Job-pretty much already talked about that...I used to enjoy working there somewhat but lately it seems like that place just flat out sucks...the most fun i have there is when I clock out n walk out the doors. Seems like I get in trouble for everything no matter what, and honestly? I'm sick of most of the people there...I've been trying to find a new job but nothing really appeals to me in the slightest.

So now that I've told you half of my life story I feel about this much better ---> |----------|...better than nothing though right?
Anyhoo...that's all for now
~Kelsey